Monday, July 5, 2010

Hmmm

Nothing really happened today. So I guess I'll see you tomorrow.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Happy 4th of July

So today I woke up a little after breakfast and decided to go have brunch with Robbie at iHop! It was so good. I got the Breakfast Sampler and Robbie got the Split Decision. He ate everything on his plate, I mean EVERYTHING. Practically licked his plate clean. After we got home we were so full it made us really tired so we took a 30 minute nap. It was nice to sleep a little since I didn't go to bed until 3 this morning.

After our nap we went to his parent's house and we all hung out for a while. Me, his mom Annetta, his sisters Alana and Aleisha went to a fireworks store and bought a ton of fireworks. Then we all went to some guy's house to celebrate the 4th and hang out. I didn't know anyone there so I kinda stayed under Robbie's elbow the entire time. I bet that annoyed him a little but I couldn't help it. I also realized that out of our little group that was hanging out, I was the only person interested in watching the fireworks. Kinda hurt my feelings a bit, But oh well.

Happy Birthday to a friend of mine that I've known since I was 5 years old.
I texted you but never got a response, shows how much you care.


Thank God for Robbie..

Saturday, July 3, 2010

5 Months :)

Today was mine and Robbie's 5 month anniversary!!! He surprised me by showing up at my house and joining me at a family get together. We had a lot of fun but then he had to go to work. But I'll see him tomorrow with his family :)

I went to my uncle's office today to watch some fireworks and I had so much fun :)

I'm very tired, so I'm gonna go to sleep. But I'll have a better post tomorrow.

Friday, July 2, 2010

OCD???

So today I got to spend time with Robbie since I didn't get to see him yesterday. The thing is....when he got here we had to drive to Fort Worth to pick up a guitar. I HATE CARS!!! I'm so OCD over cars. Every time I'm riding somewhere my brain is telling me "You're gonna crash and die!" I hate it :(

Then when we finally get back home his friend calls him and tells him he has to drive back home to help him move a car. What. The. Hell. This is MY time to be spending with MY boyfriend. I'm really getting sick and tired of his friend making him come back to the apartment all this time. It's driving me insane.

At least I have 4th of July with him all day all by myself :)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

No Hope For Me

Today was just an all around AWFUL day.

I woke up knowing that I would get to spend the entire day with Robbie and I jumped out of bed and started to get ready. I showered, got dressed in my new shirt I bought the other day, had awesome volume in my hair, and my make up was flawless! I sat around waiting for him to call and tell me that he was on his way. It's 12...it's 1....it's 2...it's 3....4...5. Uhhhh...
So I call him and it turns out he isn't coming to see me today because he doesn't have the money to get gas. Awesome. I spent all morning getting pretty. My make up was wasted. I cried so hard because I was so excited to see him and then my hopes went down the drain. My dad came home and saw me crying and I told him everything that happened. He felt sorry for me so he let me go to dinner with him and Lori. I enjoyed that very much.

I felt better by the time I came home. Then I called Robbie because I felt like hearing his voice. It turns out that his day was horrible because he made me cry. And then we started talking about the camera that I want and need so bad.

You see, I want the new Canon EOS Rebel T2i because it's amazing and I want it to start my photography career. BUT I only have $465 and it's a $800 camera. I have n o way of paying for the other half. But my dad told me today that he was gonna help me pay for it. That's so sweet of my dad, but it's still gonna take a long time for me to get it.

On top of that, I still need a car AND a job. My luck is terrible right now. I can't seem to get the things I need. There seems to be no hope for me. I'm losing my mind. I need to pray.

A Message from God

I had the weirdest dream the night I stayed with Mahaleigh. I was walking around outside and everything was broken and on fire. The sky was a grayish black, kinda like a big thunderstorm was about to strike, and there were really weird looking people walking around everywhere. A man was walking passed me and I said "Where is everyone and why is everything on fire and broken?"

He looked at me funny and said, "It doesn't matter why, it's just the way it is and it's where you belong."

"Where exactly do I belong?"

"With what you're up to little lady, you belong in Hell."

I woke up burning up and sweat was dripping off my back. I was so scared but I tried to stay calm infront of Mahaleigh so she didn't worry. But I threw the blankets off of me because I felt like I was on fire. I've never had a dream like that before and honestly it scared me. I know that this was a message from God telling me to straighten myself up. 8 months ago I decided to do something that I know was wrong, I knew it would ruin everything I had planned in my life, I knew that it could destroy who I really was.....but I was taken by peer pressure and temptation. For 8 months I couldn't stop even though I knew it was wrong. But, after this message, I know it's time to stop.

I just want to say thank you to God. I'm glad that He came to me in my dreams and warned me of my actions, that He took his hand and placed it on my shoulder telling me that I don't have to do this and I could be who I once was 8 months ago, that I can shut the door on my past and throw away the key and leave the hinges on the door to rust so I can NEVER open it again.

Thank you God. I love you. And I promise that my relationship with you will get better and back to how it used to be. I miss your open arms and I miss how you used to make me feel every Wednesday night with all my friends at my church. I promise you that I'll be the child you created me to be.

Thank you.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Girl's Night

So today I woke up to Robbie calling me at noon. I woke up angry because I didn't fall asleep until 5 in the morning. But, since Robbie decided to call me I felt a little better and decided to answer the phone anyways.
I got a text from my best friend Mahaleigh today, I am currently with her watching one of the best movies ever made, Edward Scissorhands! Today we went to the mall to get a couple things. She bought Eric his birthday present, it's very nice ;) and I got myself a book that I was told to buy. Hush Hush looks very interesting. After leaving Barnes & Noble we went to Nestle to go see Eric and we got ourselves a snack. A big ass cup filled with cookies, ice cream, hot fudge, and caramel. It was very delicious but we both felt super fat! After that we went to Victoria's Secret and I bought myself a cute bra :) it's very pretty. We then traveled to Papaya and me and Mahaleigh bought some really cute clothes :)
After that we came to her house and I watch Alice in Wonderland for the first time. Didn't like it that much :P But now I'm watch Edward Scissorhands and I'm sharing chips with the bestie :)

Watching Watchmen

Today was seriously the most boring day of my life. I don't think I've ever felt so lazy, gross, and empty before. I literally sat in my room all day reading a book that I've already read at least 8 times. I NEED a job. The problem is, NO ONE is hiring. The only thing that was exciting today was that me and my uncle Matt went to Walmart to buy thread, then we came home and made anklets because we were bored.
Robbie barely talked to me today as well. His phone died at work and then when he got home he texted me that his phone died but then he disappeared again. He fell asleep. Then he woke up to tell me he fell asleep then he was gonna go work out. Alright? Well go work out, you dont have to tell me that you woke up then you were gonna go work out. My mood changed because I thought I got to talk to him but NOOOO, I get to wait even longer because he wants to work out. Then he finally calls me.....aaaannndd his phone dies. Awesome. He left his phone at his friends house so he goes over there to get it. He finally texts me back and says that he has no service to call and he is going to sleep.
I'm now in no mood to close my eyes. I got out of bed, took a shower, and now I'm watching Watchmen because it's awesome and I deserve something that is awesome for the day.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Toy Story 3

I didn't get to blog last night because Robbie took me to a Hail Thy Despised practice. They sound awesome and I'm very proud of them. Hopefully they get to record soon.
So yesterday morning I woke up at 8am to go to the movies with my dad, Lori, and Natalie. We went to go see Toy Story 3! I was so excited because in my childhood Toy Story was my favorite movie, so when I went to go see the movie I felt like I was like 8 years old again. BUT, this lonely 80 year old man yelled at my dad because he couldn't see the previews. REALLY? Why are you going to go see a KIDS movie on a Sunday morning and taking up 3 seats so no one will sit by you? You have no room to talk old man!
Well since I still don't have a job my plans for the day are.....nothing. I really need to start looking around. Well, the only option I have is Walmart :( Life really stinks right now. I guess as soon as I get my camera I can be a little happier.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I Wish I Was Like Her

So today my dad's girlfriend Lori and he youngest daughter, Natalie (a.k.a. Monkey), came over to swim with us. Monkey is pretty much the cutest little girl I've ever met in my life. She's only 4 but she acts like she's 10 haha. I taught her how to make punching noises with her mouth and how to be a ninja :) Then I taught her the whole scene from You Don't Mess With The Zohan where he puts his feet in the random guys face and is like "Smell it! Smell it! Now take it!" Hahaha. She kept doing it over and over. It was funny until she started to stick her toes in my nose :P
Man I've been listening to Paramore literally ALL DAY! I wish I had a voice like Haley Williams. It's so pretty and it gives me chills every time she sings. She's basically one of my role models. Her and a girl I went to school with, but she graduated like 2 years before me. Her name is Rebeca Solares. She is a photographer. Her work is so amazing!!!! I'm so jealous of her, I look at her flickr account like every day because I'm so obsessed. I wish I was like her. Geez, I sound like a stalker haha. I can't help it though I freakin' love her work! I hope one day I can be as good as her. But that's only until I finally get my camera!!! Robbie said that he would help pay for it :) I'm so thankful I have a man like him, he's the only guy that I've ever fallen in love with and the only guy that's ever fallen in love with me. I plan to keep this one around for a loooooong time :)
So tomorrow I'm supposed to go see Toy Story 3. I'm excited to see the movie, but not so excited to go early in the morning. Man, I'm probably one of the laziest people ever. I hate that about me. I still need to get a job. No one is really hiring around here so I'm out of luck :( I can't keep relying on my dad, uncle, or Robbie anymore because that's just not fair for them. Or for me even. I need to start taking care of myself. Wow, big reality check. I finally understand, life really isn't fair.

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Friday, June 25, 2010

WWC!

So after I blogged this afternoon I decided to go for a walk to Walmart with Jenna. We got a bunch of food and makeup. After that we walked back home and because it was so freaking hot outside we decided to take a little dip in the pool.
After we dried off we came inside and I started to play Super Mario Brothers on the Wii in my uncles room. I got an unexpected phone call from Robbie, he got off work at 3 and decided to invite me to his show tonight. Of course I accepted the invite and I ran to the bathroom to get ready :)
Jenna came with us. She didn't look too excited but I bet she was glad just to get out of the house. The band that Robbie is in for church services is called WWC. They are extremely talented, each and every person. The lead singer, Kyle, was screaming a part on one of there songs and Jenna was drooling because she couldn't stop starring. She thought he was soooo cute haha. Slow down Jenna. You're like 14 and he's like 25.
After the show Robbie brought us home and he invited me to hang out with him Sunday. I'm so excited because I love to spend time with him. He makes me smile :) Well I'm about to pass out on this computer so I guess I'll see you guys later. Love you lots :)

I guess I'm back?

I know no one reads this but I like that I can vent about anything I want. I'm liking my new layout too!

Well usually I post about my day at the end of the day but I decided to post at 12 because I'm home alone and I have nothing to do :( I need a job so bad! The only place where I can work for now is Walmart. It's close enough to walk. I have no car to get my anywhere so I keep having to rely on my uncle, dad, best friend, and my boyfriend. Poor Robbie, for the past...almost 5 months, he's been carting me EVERYWHERE! He's wasted soooo much gas on me. I feel terrible but I don't have a car or the money to get one! But he works at Mazda in Mesquite now so hopefully he could get me a nice discount on a car!
Me and my little sister Jenna are watching Sugar and Spice because nothing else in on tv. But I think I'm gonna spend time with her and if something interesting happens then I'll post about it later.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Prom Night

So yesterday I got a brand new phone! The new Blackberry Curve! It's so cute, and it's purple :D

Tonight is the senior prom for my high school..and guess who is not going. ME! Who needs prom? Really? I mean, why would you spend hundreds of dollars for a dress that you're only wearing once, $60 for shoes that match the dress but you won't wear them the whole night, $150 for the freakin ticket, and $30 for you and your date's food afterwards. No thanks. Not for me.

Unlike some other people I have something WAAYY better planned for tonight :) I'll post up some pictures tomorrow :)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Oh Lord...

So I found out today that one my my good friends hates me. She thinks I'm mad at her for hanging out with another person....what the hell? Really. Grow up.

BUUUTT my best friend made a new blog so you should check that out :) I love Mahaleigh!!!!!

Today was a very bleehh day. But tomorrow I have to participate in a school test. I have to pretend that I died in a car crash and I'm not allowed to talk to anyone all day at school. This should be very interesting considering that I'm an extreme motormouth. This isn't gonna be good haha

Monday, May 3, 2010

3 Months

Me and this sexy boy have been together 3 months today. It seems soooo much longer than that. To me it feels like a year! Probably because we try to see each other as often as we can.

Robbie is supposed to pick me up today and take me somewhere but I have no idea what we're doing. Probably nothing too special haha. We will probably just go eat somewhere then he'll take me back home. But as long as I get to see him it will be worth every minute :) I have no idea what to wear! I need new clothes so bad, especially since my style is starting to change again. I started liking the whole Indie style. I like it alot! It's very unique. I just need to lose alot more weight so the clothes actually look good on me haha.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Sapphire Ball

Wow! That Ball was crazy! I've never been to anything so fancy in my life. I looked at the table for dinner and there were at least 6 forks and a spoon laid out. I had no idea what to do haha. And everyone had champagne glasses filled with lemonade :) I felt cool haha.

Well the schedule for today consists of the following:
1. Clean living room
2. Clean kitchen
3. Clean bathroom
4. Clean bedroom
5. Clean carpet

Basically cleaning the entire house. My mom is planning on putting our house up for sale soon, she and my brother and sister are moving to Greenville with my mom's new boyfriend. I on the other hand am moving in with me dad in Plano. Exciting :) I don't get to see my dad that often or my dad's side of the family so I'm definately looking forward to the change :) And I'll get alot more of my photography done! Pretty soon I will have a flickr account so you will have to check that out!

So Robbie got me on a new diet plan. Awesome...
We will talk about this later.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Who is this guy?!



What do you know another day of TAKS and me just relaxing. Last night at Shenaniganz a guy that worked there gave me his number. No Thanks!!! He was ugly! :P

So I go to check my facebook earlier and I see on Robbie's status that he got a hair cut. I thought he got it trimmed.....no! HIS AFRO IS GONE!!!!!! How depressing! I looooved that fro! I have nothing to play with now :(


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Senior Night!

Wel today was another TAKS day and I got to sleep in :) It's wonderful. Tonight is the Senior dinner for my drill team, the Sachse High School Swingsters! Go Mustangs!!! I'm excited because we are going to Shenaniganz (not sure how to spell it?) and I've never been there before :) So fun fun fun!

I'm with one of my best friends right now, her name is Kirsten. She is such a dork. We've been drinking some Dr. Pepper and burping non stop! Not lady like but I honestly don't give a flying donkey. She is such a fun person to hang around with. Especially when we talk abut our boyfriends haha ;) Me and her have been getting closer and closer through out this yar and it's sad that we will be separating after graduation, but I'll visit her as much as I can :)

Monday, April 26, 2010

Mother's cookies= Crack

This week is TAKS week! Thank God! I had to go to school today, and then the rest of the week for only an hour. Oh the sweetness of relaxation. I think I'll wear sweats all week :)

So my mom made some cookies over the weekend, chocolate chip to be exact. I took one bite of them....I couldn't stop eating them. My boyfriend (Robbie, Rob, Raw-B, Robster, John) took one bite and he looked at me and said:
"Morgan, there is crack in these."
He fell in love with those things haha. So speaking of Robbie, he is the first serious boyfriend I've had...ever. I thought I had one before but he was nothing but a best friend that decided to stab me in the back. Robbie actually cares for me and he makes me happy. We've been together for 3 months and we haven't had one fight yet. I love him :)

Well I have a ton of homework to do. This post was pretty boring, but that's just because nothing exciting happened today. They will get better I promise.

P.S. Biotin works wonders!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Something New

So I've seen people with cute blog sites and stuff, I've always wanted to do it but I've been too negative...I feel like no one would take the time to read anything I put down. It's my own luck.
BUT! I saw my sister get one. So I, like her, decided to make one myself. So far...I like it.

So I'm an average 18-year-old girl who is deciding what she wants to do for the rest of her life. I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I really want to go to the Art Institute of Dallas. It's my dream to become a photographer! I've been saving up for my own equipment and praying for graduation to get closer. I have little money but I keep praying that God will bless me with a job.

Speaking of graduation...I have 4 more weeks of high school. I never thought that it would come this fast. I can't believe how fast I'm growing up and reality is really starting to slap me in the face. I can't mess around anymore, it's time for me to grow up. I'm about to move in with my dad and start a new life in a month. I can't wait to explore my future.