A Message from God

I had the weirdest dream the night I stayed with Mahaleigh. I was walking around outside and everything was broken and on fire. The sky was a grayish black, kinda like a big thunderstorm was about to strike, and there were really weird looking people walking around everywhere. A man was walking passed me and I said "Where is everyone and why is everything on fire and broken?"

He looked at me funny and said, "It doesn't matter why, it's just the way it is and it's where you belong."

"Where exactly do I belong?"

"With what you're up to little lady, you belong in Hell."

I woke up burning up and sweat was dripping off my back. I was so scared but I tried to stay calm infront of Mahaleigh so she didn't worry. But I threw the blankets off of me because I felt like I was on fire. I've never had a dream like that before and honestly it scared me. I know that this was a message from God telling me to straighten myself up. 8 months ago I decided to do something that I know was wrong, I knew it would ruin everything I had planned in my life, I knew that it could destroy who I really was.....but I was taken by peer pressure and temptation. For 8 months I couldn't stop even though I knew it was wrong. But, after this message, I know it's time to stop.

I just want to say thank you to God. I'm glad that He came to me in my dreams and warned me of my actions, that He took his hand and placed it on my shoulder telling me that I don't have to do this and I could be who I once was 8 months ago, that I can shut the door on my past and throw away the key and leave the hinges on the door to rust so I can NEVER open it again.

Thank you God. I love you. And I promise that my relationship with you will get better and back to how it used to be. I miss your open arms and I miss how you used to make me feel every Wednesday night with all my friends at my church. I promise you that I'll be the child you created me to be.

Thank you.